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bsp；gods，&nbsp；indulgence。i&nbsp；don&#039；t&nbsp；understand，&nbsp；i&nbsp；why，is&nbsp；the&nbsp；inertia&nbsp；always&nbsp；melancholy&nbsp；and&nbsp；moody&nbsp；makes&nbsp；me&nbsp；so&nbsp；sensitive？

so，&nbsp；don&#039；t&nbsp；worry，just&nbsp；heart&nbsp；already&nbsp；brew&nbsp；storms&nbsp；on&nbsp；rivers&nbsp；and&nbsp；seas&nbsp；surging&nbsp；up&nbsp；the&nbsp；general。and&nbsp；my&nbsp；writing&nbsp；is&nbsp；so&nbsp；persistent，everything&nbsp；is&nbsp；mixed&nbsp；into&nbsp；the&nbsp；plex，&nbsp；the&nbsp；unspeakable&nbsp；mood

head&nbsp；brain&nbsp；overwhelms&nbsp；me。

asphyxia，close&nbsp；your&nbsp；eyes，&nbsp；world&nbsp；without&nbsp；end&nbsp；of&nbsp；darkness。for&nbsp；an&nbsp；instant，&nbsp；death。when&nbsp；the&nbsp；sun&nbsp；kissed&nbsp；again&nbsp；deeply&nbsp；asleep&nbsp；i，my&nbsp；soul&nbsp；will&nbsp；be&nbsp；a&nbsp；miracle&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；name&nbsp；of&nbsp；awakening。

continue&nbsp；to&nbsp；coldly&nbsp；watching&nbsp；all&nbsp；the&nbsp；world，go&nbsp；round&nbsp；and&nbsp；begin&nbsp；again。

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sometimes，&nbsp；my&nbsp；writing&nbsp；is&nbsp；so&nbsp；strange。these&nbsp；words，&nbsp；are&nbsp；my&nbsp；words&nbsp；to&nbsp；write？

我只能用一個詞來形容我的感覺，不寒而慄。

i&nbsp；doubt，&nbsp；is&nbsp；it&nbsp；right？&nbsp；two&nbsp；i&nbsp；was&nbsp；in&nbsp；charge&nbsp；of&nbsp；my&nbsp；all。a&nbsp；lazy&nbsp；day&nbsp；xixihaha，&nbsp；sipping&nbsp；sweet&nbsp；tea。or&nbsp；in&nbsp；a&nbsp；section&nbsp；of&nbsp；a&nbsp；beautiful&nbsp；melodies&nbsp；leisurely&nbsp；reading&nbsp；books。

a&nbsp；night&nb